Surat buat teman ku
Dear all of you, Thanks for your pleasure to come and getting a part into my life. Thanks for accept all my bad habits, my weird acts, my silly words etc a lot thanks about it at all. You know, sometimes when I was alone my room and face a mirror, I was looked a girl who looked so bad to bad than a Frankenstein or a Shrek, seriously. And ‘it’ seems made me hate my self so fucking bad. If my self can approve ‘it’ so well, how can you are ? I trying to accept me self to never complain, but it’s too hard. So stuck with my self and hoping I can be someone’s self whom more be better than I am. I didn’t beauty, didn’t rich, didn’t have a sweet attitude, didn’t smart, didn’t have popularity, didn’t perfect. I’M NOT !!! So what did you think that I deserve to be your friends ? I was often guess what I am without all of you ? Were you really approving me, I mean with all my badness. Or you acting so damn nice in from of me to made me felt comfort and confidence with my self ? Whose knows ? Everything is possible. Override all of these reasons; I hope you pick me without looking materiality’s side. Once more, a big tank thank you my dear friends (I mean my real friends who approve my self without a conditional). Thanks for your loyal and made me feel that I a human who have something worth more than a million polished diamonds. Yes, when I spending time with you it make me fell that my self is so damn better and I shouldn’t change my self. Better to be own :)

